Xaos - Chaos Magick

I am a young child. I’m almost alone in my room. I don’t know why I’ve been sent here but they say I’m bad. The curtains are closed but it’s still light outside and the room is filled with a pink glow. The sheets on my bed are purple. I like the purple ones. I have more control when the sheets are purple. The yellow ones don’t work as well. She chose the yellow ones.

I call the light to me, shape it, colour it into beautiful swirls. There’s a gap in the top of the curtains where they haven’t been closed properly. I send one of the little swirls of light energy up to close the gap. It dances playfully before doing as instructed and I laugh at its playfulness.

I’m sure he’s here with me. I can feel him now. I’ve been anticipating his arrival for a long time. I can’t see him and he doesn’t know I’m here, but he will. One day.

Now she’s here too. The one with the wings. The one I can see. I look up at her. She isn’t touched by the pink glow. She is in my room and yet not. I know she’s not in this world. She’s in my world. The other one. The one from before. My colourful lights swirl around her, excited.

“He’s here.” I tell her.

“Not yet, but almost.” She replies warmly. “Be patient little flower.”

“Will he know me?” I ask hopefully.

She looks at me for a while and I stare back at her as she answers. “One day he will.”

“How long?” I ask, my youthfulness failing to hide my impatience.

“Too long for you to imagine, but no time at all.”

I don’t ask any more questions. I know she wants to leave now.

“Will you be back?” I add quickly as she begins to fade.

“I’m never gone little flower” she replied.